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Enough SPN,  When a hunt goes incredibly wrong and none of the victims is saved, Dean’s breakdown puts Y/N and Sam in danger. After coming back to the bunker Dean has to cope with the overwhelming feelings. (Explicit)

Attention SPN, Stuck in a car, Y/N is bored out of her mind and only wants a bit of attention. (Explicit) 

Joel Miller fanfiction:

Pretty face, cherry chapstick

Forgiven (Part 2 of Pretty Face, cherry chapstick)

I love you, Joel Miller x Reader

18+

Adults only

Rating: Explicit

Please read the warnings!!!

Warnings: attempted suicide, mentions of blood, depression, panic attacks, suicidal thoughts, description of panic attacks, oral sex, sex, gentle love making, this fic ends kinda abruptly, but I think the warnings give the actual ending away

Summary: Joel’s making love to you and you don’t know it’s his way of saying goodbye.

Angst/Fluff

Can be read as a standalone, BUT:

Part 1

Part 2 right here

Part 3

Part 4

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Originally posted by mymycorrhizae

Joel could hear that you walked into the room, but he couldn’t force himself to open his eyes. Squeezing them shut kept the tears at bay. He felt the mattress shifted underneath him lightly as you climbed on the bed to rest beside him. He was trying to control his breathing, digging nails in the inside of his hand in a futile attempt to slow his erratic heartbeat.

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becherdireinen:

Do you ever just miss a bond you had with someone? Like regardless of what happened between you two, you miss the conversations, the laughs you guys had over the stupidest things, or the way that they were there for you when you weren’t at the best. The little things matter.

toxic-seduction:

Desire || Joel Miller Smut

summary: You need money and a offering your body for some mutual pleasure doesn’t seem like a bad idea. If only you could know the man behind the wall who is set on ruining you for anyone else.

warnings: MINORS DNI. NSFW. 18+ ONLY. glory hole smut bby, dirty talk, unprotected sex, afab!reader, fingering, creampie, pussy slapping, sex work (we love and respect sex workers here tyvm), Joel calls you a toy, anonymous sex, swearing, rough sex.

a/n: Aight so no one judge me but I want this so badly and I want Joel to be the man to do it to me. Anyways please let me know if I missed a warning and I hope you enjoy!

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People have needs. They had needs before the outbreak and they have needs after the outbreak. There’s really no judgement anymore between people. Maybe some suspicious looks or hushed whispers every now and then but no one really has any moral high ground anymore.

You’ve lied, stolen, cheated, killed. Does it make you proud? Not always bit hey, that’s just how it has to be sometimes. Today happened to be a day where you needed ration cards and to fulfill a few…desires.

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Anonymous:

No outbreak au where reader sends joel either nudes or a video because she's being extra bratty due to joel neglecting her for work. Cue a grumpy frustrated joel ready to come home give his girl exactly what she needs.

toxicanonymity:

daddy Joel one shot

2.4k / joel miller x f!reader / master list

WARNINGS: Big girthy age gap, brat-tamer-ish Joel, use of “daddy” and pet names, DDLG vibes (dom daddy / little girl) , Joel is rough with you, hair pulling, hand swatting, manhandling, degradation, blow job, unsafe p in v, blindfold, dubcon breeding.  NO use of Y/N.

You get bored and send Joel a sexy picture.  You don’t have class and don’t expect him home from the office until 5:30 or later. He works at headquarters nearby most days. You can sometimes bait him home for lunch, but not lately, and it upsets you.  He’s working on a big project and says he just can’t get away. He’s warned you–he needs to focus.  

He texts you back. “What the hell are you doin’?” When you don’t answer, he sends a video.  You squeeze your thighs together before you open it, anticipating a stern warning about what he’s gonna do to you when he gets home.  Usually, the video is from his office with the door closed.  Occasionally, it’s from the bathroom if he wants to show you what you do to him instead of tell you what he’ll do to you. 

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hello new followers 💕 thank you for being around 💕

serenaxpedro:

horny&depraved book club (your daddy would be disappointed)

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Hello, my dear depraved birdies. I decided to start my own little dark book club for those who are as fucked up in the head as I am. This fic rec list contains SOLELY dark works that have extremely dark topics, [main warnings are listed in brackets].

This is part 1 and it only has Joel, but more is to come.

First of all, mostly everything by @toxicanonymity , but especially RAIDER!Joel series and LINCOLN!Joel. Special mention for NIGHT WALKS!Joel (but he’s not dark, just adorably creepy)

CARNAL by @pascalsbby [dominate & aggressive dbf!joel, age gap (24/50s)]

PLAYING ROUGH by @littlegreendove [knife kink, degradation, light dom/sub]

BURN FOR ME by @psychedelic-ink [stockholm syndrome, fear kink, dubious consent]

FATHERLESS by @weirdfangirly [dub-con, age gap, daddy issues]

GIVE AN INCH, TAKE A MILE by @thatmrmiller [age gap, drugging, forced breeding]

PRETTY FACE, CHERRY CHAPSTIC by @missannwinchester [drinking, violence, degradation

SIGN MY NAME by @djarin-dreams [knife play, blood play, non-con]

HOUSE ARREST by @shadeysprings [non-con, smut, stepcest]

TRICKS OF THE TRADE by @mypoisonedvine [dub-con, choking, daddy/sir kink, reader is a pill user/addict]

STRANGER THAN A STRANGER by @proxima-writes [survival as coercion/manipulation, dub/non-con, somnophilia]


You can contribute to the book club by mentioning your favorite dark works (all Pedro Pascal characters are welcomed) OR send some creepy love to the amazing authors by again mentioning them in the comments or just sliding into their ask box!

Also, if you have written your own dark works that weren’t mentioned here but you think they deserve some recognition, don’t be shy and promote that depravity! (they might be a part of the next H&DBC fic rec list)

REMEMBER! FICTION IS NOT REAL LIFE AND WHATEVER YOU SEE ON PAGE DOES NOT MEAN I (or anyone else) CONDONES THIS TYPE OF BEHAVIOR IRL. 

Whatever you do in life should be safe, sane and consensual.

Thank you!!!!!! Thank you so much, I’m so happy you liked Pretty Face, Cherry Chapstic <333

toxicanonymity:

night walks: menace

4k / creep!Joel x fem!Reader / night walks AU

Thank you @serenaxpedro for the pic and gif 🖤

banger artwork from serenaxpedro: a dark scene with night walks!Joel in front of an old cafe looking to his right (your left), wearing a dark coat. on the left there is a vertical strip of green timestamps in the style of an alarm clock and each one says "4:20."  There are artistic details like Joel is partly transparent and there's a light flare.ALT

Thank you @missannwinchester for a great smut prompt. 🖤

WARNINGS: creepy!Joel, some angst (read Q&A if you don’t want it), alcohol, public groping, fingering, and humping, references to addiction, Jack getting the jack treatment, somnophilia, grinding and dry humping, unsafe P in V sex, reader POV for most of it, followed by Joel POV.  There’s a floor plan at the bottom of the post.

Following you? This is my spot, pumpkin.” He nods to the women’s room and lowers his voice to add, “C’mon, you know that.” 

You decide to voice the question you’ve been asking yourself ever since the moment you saw him in that booth.  “Would it bother you if I was out with another guy?”

He offers a little smirk and steps closer until you’re almost up against the opposite wall. He lowers his voice more.

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☁️ and ⭐️ for the ask game? <3

Hiii, thank you for asking!

☁️favorite album?

ohhhhhh noooo this one is so hard. probably born to die by lana del rey 💕💕💕 i absolutely love it and I come back to it very often.

⭐️current favorite tv show?

The Last Of Us? is it a tv show? i guess. so yeah, that one! But my absolute favourite/comfort tv show is Stargate SG-1 which… not many people know about 😔

Thank you so much for asking, I love ask games!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hey, babes!!💗 For the ask game - 🌪️ 🌧️ and ⚡️, please😊

Hi! Thank you so much for asking!
🌪what brings you joy in life?

food. without a doubt 🍟🍔🍕

🌧what do you like to do on a rainy day?

i hate rainy days so i try to stay inside and maybe watch something

⚡️favorite ice cream flavor?

omg i’m so basic i love vanilla, but I also really like cookies and mint! especially if it’s those organic mint ice cream where they use actual mint omg YUM!!!!! 💚💚💚

thank you again!!! 💕